Just now i have realize something. Something that i have realize but did not thoroughly accept. But now i can fully accept it. I have indeed, lost a little interest in photography.
Wait, no i'm not those people that only get into photography for fame, style etc. It just that since i have lost my previous gear, all of it, i have a little less faith. My crappy zoom lens, although not of good optical quality, the reach provided is just sensational. Something that is very useful for me for now.
As for that, i have make a decision to get as much many to get a decent zoom lens since i currently have none. I believe have limited reach is one of the reason why i have been neglecting the photography world, i know it just an excuse, but as from tonight, insyaallah, i will try my best to forget about the past, give no more excuses and keep on improving my photography skills and also increase my upload rate.
Please do pray for me, to keep on this interest in photography :)